uuggh

[stripedtabby]

I seriously don't know what's wrong with me. I never get to see my friends, and now, I'm not seeing my family whenever I get home from work.

This is the second time I've come home, and just CRIED.


I'm scared that something might actually be wrong with me.

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[ghostgum]

Honey, honey, honey, honey. I wish... well, I wish you were in this country, so I could simply tell you to go see your GP and talk about it all; maybe end up with some subsidised therapy. I have a feeling, though, that it just doesn't work that easily over there, and that going to your GP isn't free like it is for me. And so I just don't know. Just crying, like that, is never a good sign though, my darling. FIND SOMEONE TO TALK TO ABOUT IT. Seriously, hunt someone down. Do they have a counsellor connected with your workplace, who won't tell anyone you saw them but your work provides?? Or... something. I wish I knew more about what options you had.

*hugs so fucking hard*

[stripedtabby]

*hugs tight* I think its the major case of the lonely feelings and routine of work/sleep/work. I still feel like crying, but, it doesn't feel as bad as it was a few days ago. Being left out, is what really triggered it though ): I need to get back into sewing and doodling, and being myself again.I've started working on Nero cosplay again. (And actually, I might have a dante to cosplay with that I'm sorta-but-not-really-might-be-dating-but-were-just/reallygoodfriendsthatmakeoutontheside/....yea.)


(XD sorry for the double post, I pressed post instead of preview ;A; even with a full keyboard, my fingers, well thumbs are still to big to type with *shot*)


Anywho, yea. I wish it was simple enough to just find a therapist, but, it would cost..its times like this, I really hate our health care system. *hugs* but, you are right. Its not good to keep in, and that is a mistake that I've been doing lately. I've been neglecting my dw and lj, because I didn't want to whine, but, *cuddles* it turns out, you all are my support system. No matter how many states or oceans separate us ♥

I'm just trying to please and keep everyone happy but myself, and, I need to change that.

*CUDDLES TIGHT*