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[stripedtabby]

I seriously don't know what's wrong with me. I never get to see my friends, and now, I'm not seeing my family whenever I get home from work.

This is the second time I've come home, and just CRIED.


I'm scared that something might actually be wrong with me.

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[ghostgum]

Honey, honey, honey, honey. I wish... well, I wish you were in this country, so I could simply tell you to go see your GP and talk about it all; maybe end up with some subsidised therapy. I have a feeling, though, that it just doesn't work that easily over there, and that going to your GP isn't free like it is for me. And so I just don't know. Just crying, like that, is never a good sign though, my darling. FIND SOMEONE TO TALK TO ABOUT IT. Seriously, hunt someone down. Do they have a counsellor connected with your workplace, who won't tell anyone you saw them but your work provides?? Or... something. I wish I knew more about what options you had.

*hugs so fucking hard*

[stripedtabby]

*hugs tight* I think its the major case of the lonely feelings and routine of work/sleep/work. I still feel like crying, but, it doesn't feel as bad as it was a few days ago. Being left out, is what really triggered it though ): I need to get back into sewing and doodling, and being myself again.I've started working on Nero cosplay again. (And actually, I might have a dante to cosplay with that I'm sorta-but-not-really-might-be-dating-but-were-just/reallygoodfriendsthatmakeoutontheside/....yea.)


(XD sorry for the double post, I pressed post instead of preview ;A; even with a full keyboard, my fingers, well thumbs are still to big to type with *shot*)


Anywho, yea. I wish it was simple enough to just find a therapist, but, it would cost..its times like this, I really hate our health care system. *hugs* but, you are right. Its not good to keep in, and that is a mistake that I've been doing lately. I've been neglecting my dw and lj, because I didn't want to whine, but, *cuddles* it turns out, you all are my support system. No matter how many states or oceans separate us ♥

I'm just trying to please and keep everyone happy but myself, and, I need to change that.

*CUDDLES TIGHT*

[darthvair-65.livejournal.com]

I don't think anything's wrong with you <3 I'm in the same boat, I'm at work all the time and my friends and family are all on different schedules than me - so I never get to see them. I've had a few moments like that, just feeling utterly lonely and wanting to talk with them :/

/hugs <3333

[pro-kira.livejournal.com]

Its reassuring to hear that I'm not going crazy ):

*hugs tight*
<3

Let's hope this passes, its no fun and so tiring feeling like this

[darthvair-65.livejournal.com]

Nope, not crazy <333 /snuggles/

Definitely no fun :c I hate feeling like suck and wanting to cry. <333333

[divine-fanaticy.livejournal.com]

Honey, I regularly just get into PJs, curl up in bed, and shiver this winter. Somewhat because it's cold, but also because my feet and throat hurt from work. I also comfort-eat. I don't think crying is strange at all. Unfortunate, but I don't think anything is actually wrong. *snuggles*

[kaostic.livejournal.com]

*huggles* Crying can be stress relieving. Especially if you have built up stress over a long period of time. And something to trigger it, like what happened in this scenario, is bound to happen. Don't be too scared, it's normal.

Do something if you want, like leaving sweet notes on the fridge telling them you miss them while you're off to work or buy some delicious cake and put a small note on it for them. ♥