should i stay or should i go now?

I feel disconnected with fandom these past few months, and I blame work for it most of the time. I have a feeling that akon will pretty much be my last fandom related anything because I I just don't connect with people anymore.

I'm sure I've lost friends along the way, and I'm saddened by that. People I chatted with on a regular basis are gone. DN is something I just..I don't know if I want to be a part of internet fandoms anymore.

Star Trek isn't shiny anymore, and I'm hanging on by a thread because of all the recent movies the boys have been in. I like supernatural, but, fandom wise, I'm just on the outside. I like dexter, but the new season hasn't started. Same thing with the walking dead.

I'm just, lost.

Maybe, its time for me to grow up after akon is over.
Fandom, you were cool while it lasted. Ill be purging my MB account tomorrow morning, and just stick to the social blogs, where I don't deal with fandom, but rather, people sharing their lives and their personal fandoms.

Stuffs

so, i go to work in an hour, can anyone rec me a ton of ST fics? (and if you do, can it be domestic/hurt/comfort/bottomjim/maybe starfleet era/type of fics pretty please?) its going to be a long day at work and i'll be reading them on my phone :)